Things I Wish I Could Change

* Our financial situation. Living paycheque to paycheque sucks. It would be nice to find a money fairy to help us, but until then, we are making the best of it and working hard.

* Kaitlyn's picky eating habits. We try all sorts of different foods with her and it becomes a stand off. We lose. She is hungry. I feel bad and give her mac n cheese or a hot dog.

* Meagan's picky eating habits. She doesn't like a single "solid" food we've tried yet. Or the bottle, even when it's pumped milk inside. I need some more freedom, and some more sleep.

* Meagan's sleeping habits. Actually, I shouldn't complain too much. She nurses twice a night and falls asleep quickly after eating, which is pretty norm at this age for a nursing baby. But, added up, night after night, I'm exhausted. And her inability to sit still while nursing (except at night when she's half asleep) is a little overwhelming at times.

* Kaitlyn's confusion over where Grandpa is (he passed away from cancer before she was born). I've tried to explain it to her, but have obviously failed.

* Always thinking about my return to work date at the end of October instead of enjoying each day with my girls for what it is.

* The weather. Come on, it's June, not April. We need some sunshine. Good stretches of sunblock worthy sunshine.

* Not being able to jump on a plane and be with my Opa. And visit with my Oma to let her know we are all thinking of both of them and love them dearly.

There. Hopefully I will have a happier post soon. Just a lot of things on my brain tonight I needed to off-load.

Have a great weekend everyone!